July 3, 2017
7/5: Back at work after the accident. It feels weird to know that everything went on without me. What a weirdness. They had their little bagel socials and farewell parties to retiring employees and random donut breaks without me. That's OK. To a degree, even after working here for five years, I still don't feel as though I really belong here. Like I'm faking it. I'm just an immature brat, really. But I need to do what Matthew was told to do and replace negative thoughts with positive thoughts. I guess that's it. My mouse and keyboard feel funny.