July 9, 2017
7/10: We as a nation are so fixated on getting things done. I suppose that is my addiction, if we supposedly all have addictions. Getting things done, taking care of business, making sure everything is in its proper place. I really do get out of sorts when stuff is messy and disorganized because I feel like my brain is out of control. I feel better when I know exactly what direction to go in, what the next steps are, and what I can do to be better in the future. I know what I can do, but I just need to do it.