July 15, 2017
He's afraid of having too many friends. He's afraid of having too few. He's afraid of failing and scared of succeeding. He fears people find him too obtuse but worries they find him impossibly shallow. He's afraid he blubbers and rambles when speaking and anyone listening wants him to shut up. He's scared of running out of words. He can't decide which socks to wear, what to eat for breakfast, or if he should cancel that Amazon order. He's afraid of dying alone and afraid of someone witnessing his death. He's afraid of dying in his sleep and terrified of waking up.