July 23, 2017
7/24: Dang. Could've sworn I wrote yesterday. We're going to get another new car if everything works out. For some reason, this is all coming together at the worst time and we're almost in August already. Still have no idea what kind of table decorations I want. I'm afraid my parents will not pay for this wedding or will complain about paying. Yet they won't let me pay for it myself. I feel like they're disappointed with me for leaving the family, which doesn't make sense. This feeling is probably all in my head and not substantiated by reality.