October 13, 2017
Back to sex... I don't know what I think about it. I was a virgin. I don't think my husband expected me to be one, even when we talked about it before marriage. I don't think he understood how inexperienced I am. So we come at sex with two different sets of expectations for how it should be. My experience is limited to awkward fully clothed teenage fumblings and what I've gleaned from romance novels. I literally don't truly know what I like. But we are married so we have a lifetime to work on it, presumably. Sorry for the TMI.