April 9, 2018
Last January I had a note to myself saying I hadn't spoken to Ma in a month, which means I didn't even call her on her birthday (January 3). I am confident there was at least an attempt to call, but knowing how impatient I am, maybe I gave up on the first try. I'm sure there was texting somehow. But a month without a phone call? What was up with that? I honestly cannot recall. I need to hear her voice at least once a week. So to have gone that long...and to not remember why. Kinda strange.