April 14, 2018
I go about life in a tentative manner. Like an extraterrestial learning how humans react in various scenarios. There is no right or wrong way to treat them, there is only the right or wrong timing. Most times, I just give up, i.e., cease connections with that human. It's too much work, loving someone. One day you get love back, some days you get nothing, most days you get resentment even if your intentions were shooting for nothing of the sort. It's frustrating to get the opposite of what you're hoping for. You learn to shrug it off though.