May 4, 2018
Every time I start a new entry here, I am tempted to write about something negative about someone. People I dislike, people who are being difficult, etc. Sometimes, like now, I am overcome by that temptation. It's always easier to point out other people's flaws than look into one's self, yes? And by writing this, I am again giving myself permission to forego necessary introspection and justify my bad and judgmental thoughts about a lot of people, some of whom I actually love. "I don't want to lose you" is a classic reason why someone does something bad, something unforgiveable.