May 23, 2018
I've taken to following inspirational accounts on Instagram. My "collections" tab is replete with self-improvement quotes and lists. I can spend hours upon hours browsing the Internet, focusing on one person and admiring their life in general. This admiration sometimes turns into unhealthy comparison, and then a day comes when I am bringing myself down and I forget why exactly. It's a cycle. I know the solution to this, I do. But fear, inadequacy, and sadness are such cozy towns, I like visiting them from time to time. There are other towns, yes, I've marked them on my map.