June 7, 2018
Supposing I die while writing this or submitting this?
As long as lived, I did something. When I die: "Nothing"
Simple as that.
Perceiving that nothingness, I get a scary feeling. It does not feel good.
It should feel good. Nothing to write. Nothing to think.
If I die while in service, son may get a job on compassionate grounds.
I have seen several wards of the employees in my office.
This lousy thought of how son will fare is no good thought. Unnecessary thought.
I will not be there. Relations will not be there. Empty.