June 8, 2018
It's been raining nonstop. I've lost track how many days now. Everything's wet-feeling. The bed sheet feels moist even if it's dry. Don't worry, I checked, it's really dry. It's just it's so cold I awake mid-sleep because I'm cold. I used to need water sounds playing when I try to sleep. Early mornings are so lonely. Nobody's awake. Only 7-11 and other 24-hour shops. One can use them for company only for so long. Brysen, rainy days are blessings. I have learned, over the past 30 years or so, to see sadness as necessity, grace.