June 14, 2018
I got dressed up for a job interview today. I was booking a car for forever, and then I just decided to withdraw my application. It was about an hour's notice. I realized a lot of things while unsuccessfuly booking a car. Or...I just got too anxious about being late. Or not having enough time to commute (Plan B). Or just...deciding to only show up for things that I want. Stop half-assing, you know? I changed back into my house clothes and slept (I hadn't slept). Got tired of "fixing" my life for 20 or so years.