June 16, 2018
I tend to downplay my ideas into jokes. So that if they bomb I won't be as embarrassed as when I was all serious and pushy. Don't be like me, Brysen. I'm at least 60% coward. I used to blame people for my misfortunes. I used to be so entitled (not so much now, thankGod) but I have good friends, they call me out. I hope you find friends who are real. People who won't take your bullshit, who say it as it is. You will find that you can be honest around them. It's quite freeing, a good feeling.