November 2, 2018
Eight months unemployed. This week's my first week at the new job. Very long weekend. I missed spending a Philippine holiday at home. Anyway, universe is being kind nowadays. I take it one day at a time, still kind of wary something will go wrong at any time. But! Trying my hardest, too, to stop being that person. The kind who is suspicious 98% of the time. Universe is teaching me to take its kindness for what it is--a kindness. Not a fake gift containing a sinister surprise. I don't know how long I've been this cynical. Stopping now.