January 7, 2019
In 2015 to 2018, I associated sunrise with sadness. It was technically end-of-day for me as I got off work at 5 or 6 a.m. There must be a lot of reasons for this, and I recognize it's to do with my mental health at the time. My point here is now, I appreciate sunlight, the heat on my back. I can go far as saying I crave it. It's soothing. I can barely remember now why in the past the slightest sign of sun made my body prickle and my brain wilt. I'm just thankful now.