January 30, 2019
Her capacity for understanding is running low. There are times she deliberately pushes a person just to see at what point they break and start losing their patience. She then deliberately refuses to understand that she caused this and she focuses on the false thing -- that she's the one who's hurt and inconvenienced. She can be black sometimes. Sinister. She can do something wrong and selfish and still get the other person to apologize. At least, this is according to accounts of people who aren't her. She's tired of understanding, so she goes fuck-all, let's try something new. Shrug.