April 11, 2019
Thursday. Last night I called in sick to work. Used the extra time to recharge. Summer is usually the time when an episode comes along. It ambles by and just...stays on top of my chest. I've memorized it enough to know how to deal with it. However there are some days, like yesterday, when it gets overwhelming. I should be happy, because I've been feeling off for about a month now, and there's been an ample amount of restraint, go-go-even-if-low -- mostly pretending to be OK. There just comes a day when all the walls collapse.