May 8, 2019
Was it today. Not sure. But sometime this week you cooked stellar binagoongan. It's in my journal, just...too lazy to get up and check when exactly. I'm slipping. Stuff I used to obsess over, I let go easily now. Eh. Shrug. Thing is, some of this stuff are important, like if I let them go there will be unsfavorable consequences. But you know, Eh. Shrug. Maybe I got this from you, maybe I really am this way. Who knows. I often feel a sharp tenderness for you I have to steady myself. You're my father. You're still sometimes best.