If that recent entry sounded flippant, please know it's not. Someone really kind left us recently. She was very kind to Dada Gaudio, too. I will not forget her. Pa, you often tell me you don't like death and all its other cousins. When someone's too sick, you'd rather not visit. I get that. Maybe I'm the same way. Remember Lola? She looked so different. So...not-Lola. A whole new other person in pain. And it was like being in a different planet. We prevent death so much it's almost like we don't know it's where we're all headed.