June 11, 2019
In this dream I watch you sleep. If I squint hard enough I can see 5 years into the future, on the exact day you'll say that you've fallen in love with her. I'm aware that this is a dream because you're not making that small sound when you sleep. Everything's too perfect here, including the "fact" that I know for sure how to keep five years from today from happening. It says I have to persuade you to move somewhere else. The word "persuade" tells me this isn't right. I force myself awake. This must be what acceptance feels.