June 24, 2019
Hi. "Both looking calm and frantic.. " above should be "looking both calm and frantic..." Now that's out of the way. In 1999, you were calling almost everyday, asking if we can try. After, what, 7 years of playing around we were "finally" reaching another level. Thing is, you were married. I was 18, you were 22? I forget. There's so many things I forget now, except for that one time you touched my hand when I wasn't looking. I felt your fingers brush my hand and quickly looked at you to check if it really happened. You acted nonchalantly. Shrug.