June 27, 2019
Erratum: The 2:58 mark of San Marcos (Brockhampton) is my favorite part of the song, not 2:28. Are you even reading this? Earlier this month I learned you were stateside, and well, habit...after all these years there was a part of me that got sad because we don't acknowledge each other's presence or absence anymore, when it was all we knew to do then. You still smell of heartbeat. You will always be the one who smells like heartbeat. Some things change, disappear. Some things linger. I know this will fade away soon. Just let me bask.