July 31, 2019
Having started I might as well continue. Lifting momentum from nothing to something is hard work, especially when there is a history of failure behind me, but it reflects my eternal optimism even if I characterise my most defining feature as pragmatism. I have a very critical self-reflective streak that has the effect of weakening endeavours and curtailing my commitment to the pursuit of self-improvement. That I have started, if only to resist entropy for a while, is not assigning this action the value of progress; this start just kicks against the forces that seek universal thwarting and inevitable deletion.