October 28, 2019
A muggy month. Phew. As I'm writing this my heart is heavy with all the time I've wasted both in the far and immediate past. Just now I was castigating myself for letting 3 whole hours pass without checking on my father when he was just right there. When I finally mustered the courage to approach him, he was already asleep. I ended up semi-pounding on his door, trying to wake him, when I had all morning to say Hi while he was awake. Our days are made up of little earthquakes. It's my brother's birthday today. We're fine.