October 31, 2019
Last year I made sweeping statements about how I didn't want a relationship with my father anymore. We talked about it, I told him I don't feel affection for him anymore. It was much like an official break-up where you say you'll always have respect for each other, but that it just wasn't working out. It's not bad as it sounds. We were adults about it and continued as if nothing happened. Just the other week he figured in an accident, and there's all these feelings swirling around. All I know is I don't want him to go yet.