October 15, 2019
El Camino on Netflix. Chef's Kiss. Heart. Segue: What's your go-to video or movie when you need a lift moodwise? Nowadays it's Paul McCartney's Carpool Karaoke episode for me. It makes me cry but in a way that my head clears up and I suddenly want to do something aside from wallow in bed. So! Just rambling again...I think these past two years in spite of my worsened anxiety, I've actually improved in taking care of myself, mentally. That was the one thing I was neglecting so much. I'm angry at myself less now. More tender. More giving.