November 4, 2019
Last month Harry Styles released "Lights Up". Lyrics include: "It'd be so sweet if things just stayed the same." Probably how I'd summarise this year. IDK, tomorrow my mind may change. In college a friend told me matter-of-factly how I let myself be consumed with resentment. At the time I resented him for saying it, but over time it's become one of the most important things anyone's ever said to me. I often go back to that moment under the tree when he told me that in an effort to pull me up from my self-inflicted woes.