December 29, 2019
There's one thing he does not take for granted: Gratitude. Kind people. Helpful people. A family that understands. A family that is patient. People. Gratitude for people. Even if he's alone now he knows when he needs help he can count on them, not that it will ever be easy for him to ask for help. He's scared of kindness is what it is, because he isn't capable of being a good person to other people. He is too selfish, too in his head, too negative that he simply wants to un-inflict himself from other people all the time.