November 30, 2020
Two cups of coffee and I feel the coffee pulsing through a body that has been without even a memory of caffeine for weeks now. I have been drinking hot water and a pouring yoghurt but should count my blessings – at least the yoghurt was runny and not pouring out in chunks. Not exactly tired but feeling unsettled, I have been staying up late and drifting randomly without interest between distractions. This is so far from what life should be like that I am concerned. I need to find my way back to the routine and ritual of coffee drinking.