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December 24, 2020
Christmas has been bullshit for me for at least 30 years, probably even longer, but I'm trying to pretend I ever truly gave a damn about it. In 2006, when I went to Arkansas with a new boyfriend (the first of several trips there for the holiday), I pretended I was delighted at all of the hubbub and fuss, the decoration, the tree, the presents, and the joyless singing of several Christmas tunes while gathered in a living room they didn't seem to really use. His mother never did ger around to spelling my name properly on the gift tags.