March 13, 2002
So, what to say? As much as some people are good to me, and as much as I am accepted by others, it's still a real kick in the teeth that it was being hidden from you that a very old friend was coming halfway around the world to see two friends of his, but wasn't going to see you. See, the 'not seeing me' I can handle I suppose, though it hurts, but the 'not telling me' bit, is what really hurts. Despite the good things, this one not good thing, overshadows a hell of a lot right now.