"Be the change you want to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi. How hard it is to be the proof, instead of looking for proofs. How hard it is to rise above the need to win out in comparison. How hard it is to know that your place is significant. How hard it is to be sure of anything, or anyone. How hard it is to rise above the knotted fist in your stomach that's telling you you've lost, and shall never win again. How hard it is to be positive, sensible, and trusting. How hard it is to be.