March 28, 2006
Today has been full of dangerous promise, suggestion and fizzy happiness. The easy connection with people I have missed, the secret kiss in a smile, the unrestrained giggles and blushes - all combining to hit me with a high that propels me dizzily through the night. These are the times I live for, when nothing can spoil my rapture and it is so fondly infectious, making others laugh at my sheer love of life. It is pure immediate thrill in the moment, no thought for the future or regrets from the past, merely a gasp of delicious, tingling, hedonistic pleasure.