March 30, 2006
It's really very enlightening reading back through all the things I have written this month. Although maybe I should instead say it's actually quite frightening. Do I really sound like that? Surely anyone reading the batch will think I am a suicidal schizophrenic. Well perhaps I am? It's quite depressing to see my inner thoughts stretched out and baked dry, but it helps me to see myself too, in a way that I didn't know was possible. Scary? You bet! Especially now others can see it and know me a little, when I have always hidden myself so carefully away.