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June 7, 2002
When I get done talking to her, I always end up wondering how it is that any woman gives me the time of day. It’s full on psycho-ex mode, granted, but I just can’t imagine anyone would want to talk to me after I hear about all the horrible, insensitive and foolish things I’ve done.

I only did one thing wrong. I said, “I love you,” one hundred times too many. I meant it, but not the way I should have, and now both of us are conditioned on some level to associate compassion and trust with misery and pain.