September 22, 2002
I don't know what it is about my school work that makes it impossible for me to actually do it. It's not so bad when I'm doing it. I almost enjoy it, but I can't bring myself to do it. I know it's important and that not getting it done doesn't make it any better, but I'm sitting doing almost anything else but my school work. It's fucking insane, and yet it's not a new thing. I keep thinking I'll change and be more responsible. But that's never happened. I guess I'll get to it tomorrow. Yeah, sure I will.

