December 3, 2002
Welcome to the world of throw-away friends. Of smiling at the despised. Of relating to animals because people are so fucking shallow. Of being over-educated and under-employed because education and creativity aren't as important as greed and ruthlessness. And I wallow in it. I play by the rules because I'm just too tired of fighting to fight any more. I let my so-called friends use me as a doormat because I don't have that many left, having disposed of most of the little parasites years ago. I kiss asses when I have to because I have nothing else to kiss.