December 30, 2002
I want to crawl into my bed and go to sleep for a really long time. I'm simply tired of life. I feel old, like I've suddenly aged faster than everyone else in the world. Its not one of my rotten moods, or me being pissy, or PMS. It’s not me being depressed. I just... feel old, old and tired, and I've only been around for fourteen years. Suddenly everyone seems so juvenile and silly, and carefree, and I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. Except I don't, and everyone is not like that. That is all.