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December 1, 2002
I’m happy today. really happy.
which sort of scares the shit out of me cause I can’t really give a good reason as to why today is good. the word manic comes to mind. but I fight it off and think of (create) reasons as to why. is it cause I’ve had four days off from work, cause jeff is installing a gasline line (so I no longer have to pretend cook on electric), is it cause I’m redecorating the spare room (2 red walls and 2 gray walls – both VERY dark)?
I just don’t know why today is different.