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December 4, 2002
I can't stop crying. which is somewhat of a nuisance at work. it's annoying to those that have to deal with me and it's annoying to me. I hate birthdays and this is one more reason. he's made me feel crappy over the past sixteen hours. it so happens that we are going out for three evenings (parents, family, and friends) different nights. I'm left to felt as though I'm putting him out by making him do all this, saying on the phone, ‘yeah, I dunno, it's become a whole week thing, I guess'.

he is free to do whatever.