December 18, 2002
i was told that I am not key personnel and therefore I’m not included. my cheeks flushed. it's not a big deal in the scheme, but i was crushed all the same. everything being analyzed was generated by me. small minnow, big barrel. i'm not all high on myself, needing to see my name in print. the point - i 'don't count' and I heard it. going to grad school, i thought, i can make a difference. this is big. this is important. fish in a barrel. i have to keep in mind though that the larger fish are easier targets.