December 26, 2002
Today I’m feeling melancholy. I don’t know why. Yesterday was nice, and today, well its back to work, real life, responsibility, monotony. I’m stuck in situations I don’t enjoy. There has to be more out there, this can’t be all there is to life. This can’t be my place in the world. I know its not my place in the world. Pardon the analogy, but sometimes I feel as if I have dug myself a hole, and am clawing my way out. Somedays I really feel like I’m about to make it out. Today is not one of those days.