December 27, 2002
Voice message from J last night. Apparently he’s home for the holidays. 2½ years since I have seen/spoken to him. After years of friendship, a little under a year of “what exactly is this relationship?” we somehow drifted apart. Last I heard he was detoxing in Alaska. I’ve wondered how he is, regretted not keeping in touch. So I sent a Christmas card c/o his parents. Right now its phone tag. Hope I see him. I’ve missed our friendship. I’ve got this strange feeling that I always get in this situation:apprehension, mixed with excitement and anticipation. It’s a good feeling.