February 27, 2003
The dreaded memories from the past. I know I am only encouraging them by listening to this music, but I dont care. I like this music. Music, like places, have memories attached to them. But like places, i am determined to reclaim those songs that were so much of my past. Ignore the past, enjoy and embrace the present. Grudges on the other hand. No matter how much people tell me are bad for me, I cannot let go. I hold grudges for a very very long time. Its just part of my nature. A darker side of my personality.