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March 7, 2003
Really want a cigarette. Tomorrow is actually my smoke night, yes weird, but I curb my smoking to Saturdays hangin out with the gang. It doesn’t really make sense. I probably smoke ¼ of a pack sometimes ½ . Do I do it to merely to boldly declare that I’m not a “smoker.” Then again, I have no other vices (coffee?), I’m really probably too good, or at least I have been. Being good takes its toll on a person. You begin to wonder what your missing. Then when your faced with temptation, you second guess. Tired of being good!