What have I done? What have I done?! She was beautiful, so beautiful. All curves and smooth white skin. I just couldn't say no. And not just beautiful - intelligent, intuitive, quick and fun, with enough stamina to keep going all night. And so willing to please. My current relationship's lasted five years. We've been through so much together. I just can't believe how little time it took for me to chuck her like this. Time moves on, better things come our way. And we can never say no. Apple know how to make money out of boys like me.