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July 18, 2003
I want an electric channel opener, which I can press at will. Open says me, close says me. Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that. We open and close according to our actions, and occasionally the actions of others, who we choose to allow in our lives, meaning, we choose it all. I never expected the Russian Fulbright Scholar I was working for to come onto me. Just when I thought I'd found interesting work, a mutually-beneficial arrangement...someone who'd value my talents, possibly even be interested in helping me cultivate them.

I saw him with his pants down. It ruined everything.