July 7, 2003
The laughter flowed like cheep beer at a high school kegger. I love that I can make you laugh and giggle. But tonight there was something different. It was scary in a way. I could hear something so familiar, knowing in your laugh tonight. Maybe it was the pitch, or your trying to talk through it or something but you sounded just like S__ on the phone laughing. It didn't make me miss her more, it made me miss you. I want that back in my life all the time, the mixture of humor and love and politics and art.