July 7, 2003
It's not that I don't miss you anymore - I still think of you... a lot. I've just gotten past the stage where I ask why or sit in disbelief and think that you might come back. Nope... I've accepted it and I'm acutely aware of the facts. The message from my brain just recently reached my heart. So now I just shrug, because there's nothing else to do. It'll be a while before I see you again, and we'll never have a chance to repeat our last few weeks. And there's nothing... at all... that I can do about it.