July 13, 2003
You decided to talk to me today for the first time in quite a while. I wasn't quite sure what I should say. Small talk. Blah blah blah. I'm not all the comfortable speaking with you. I don't know what to think. I said that maybe I couldn't find anything to talk about because I was uninteresting. I don't really believe that. Maybe it's more along the lines that I am uninterested. But I'm not so sure about that, either. Maybe it's that you had made it clear to me that I was extraneous, and now you want to talk.